Schools back

So far none of my teachers seem like complete douche bags actually. Of course you need to give them time before you decide. Its going ok so far, but i forgot my locker combination so i have to carry everything in my back pack and i look like a moron with it. I seem a little more comfortable with myself though, im not really scared of talking to people i don't know very well as much as i was last year. I really hate passing periods though because everyone is crashing into you and shoving you and stuff. That always makes me really nervous.

Anyways, i saw Pearl Jam on the 23rd, which was defiantly one of the best parts of my summer. I tryed to take videos but they looked like ants from where i was and the sound quality on my camera sucks. In fact it said to audio recordings on my ticket so i just did it to see if anyone noticed (no one did). But it was really fun and they where great. I also spend last weekend in Madison Wisconsin, which is defiantly one of the best places in the Midwest. I actually found a good cd store which had some stuff like Babes In Toyland and L7. Then the guy working at the place asked me if i remembered some video from like 1991. I guess i look 30 something to him, maybe its because i was wearing my glasses which makes me look more mature.

But i have decided i need to make another list. I dont know if anyone else gets this but you know that feeling when you hear a song that for some reason makes you like drop what your thinking about and your stomach just feels like its going to sink? Like they are normally sad songs but not always, that just suddenly change your mood. I am going to make a list of songs that do that to me because im stuck at my dads house and there is nothing better to do here.

God Am-Alice In Chains
Backwater-Meat Puppets
You know your Right-Nirvana
Color Bars-Elliott Smith
I believe in symmetry-Bright Eyes
Pennyroyal Tea-Nirvana
Pretty Noose-Soundgarden
Yellow Ledbetter-Pearl Jam
Chloe Dancer/Crown of Thorns-Mother Love Bone
Desecration Smile-Red Hot Chili Peppers
Society-Eddie Vedder
Nutshell-Alice In Chains
Brother-Alice In Chains
Long Gone Day-Mad Season
A fond Farewell-Elliott Smith
Sludge Factory- Alice In Chains
Old Age-Nirvana
Doll Parts-Hole
No Ceiling-Eddie Vedder
Man of Golden Words-Mother Love Bone
Junk Bond Trader-Elliott Smith
Got me Wrong-Alice In Chains
Butterfly-Screaming Trees
Losing my Religion-R.E.M
St Ives Heaven-Elliott Smith
It all Dies anyways-The Gits
Pretty (Ugly Before)-Elliott Smith
Stargazer-Mother Love Bone
Over the Hills and Far Away-Led Zeppelin
Galaxie-Blind Melon
Angel in the Snow-Elliott Smith
Dollar Bill-Screaming Trees
Danny Callahan-Conor Oberst
Coming Up Roses-Elliott Smith
And the Wind Crys Mary-Jimi Hendrix
Down in A Hole-Alice In Chains

And there are more but im forgetting them. So im just wondering if those songs do that to other people, or any songs for that matter.

Things i should do this summer

Because the children at camp are always evil and because i dont feel like taking any courses over the summer this year i will have to do things

I will edit this list a lot but this is just to remind me...

[]Clean my room
[]Go to thrift stores and buy new stuff because my cloths are getting warn out
[]Experament with art styles other then psycedelic
[]Learn to play the bass guitar decently
[]break the habit of pulling my hair out when im nervous
[]take a ceramics class outside of school
[]Make one of those model kind things of some land scape or something
[]enjoy the outdoors
[]start exsercising regularly
[]take more weird photos of demented dolls and shit
[]dumpster dive (paying for stuff sucks)
[]Volenteer at a soup kitchen
Learn Basic knowlige of...
[]Hip Hop (way back when in the 80s/90s hip hop actually had meaning to it)
[]Reagge Music (it sounds summery)
[]Blues/early rock and roll
[]Surreal art
[]Social skills/not making an ass out of myself
Advance my knowlige in...
[]Getting free music (Sorry Lars, but your already a millionaire)
[]Classic rock
[]punk rock
[]metal
[]modern music that dosn't suck

there are really some things i'd like to stop hearing about...

Weather:
Mood:
Music: Heaven Beside You- Alice In Chains

there are really some things/people i'd like to stop hearing/dont give a shit about....

Angelina Jolie
Brett Favre
The Olympics
Pete Wentz
Jessica Simpson
John Mayor
American Idol
Metro Station
Michael Jackson
I Love Money
New York City
The Hills
Tom Cruise
Glen Beck
John McCain
Hulk Hogan
Rush Limbaugh
My Chemical Romance
Katie Couric
MySpace
Family Guy
PETA
Justin Timberlake
Coldplay
Toby Keith
MTV
Motley Crue
DARE
NASCAR
Ashlee Simpson
Slipknot
Nickelback

Stuff that has happened to me in the past few weeks

Weather:
Mood:
Music:Backwater-Meat Puppets

Stuff has been happening. Here are some examples

1. I tryed to use a tampon but it wouldn't go in and it hurt, also if i use it i might get tss according to the tampon box, whatever tss is.

2. My teachers now like to tell me i look grunge.

3. I have made my decision about what I'm going to do for a living, i'm going to be a hippie.

4. I have begun to delete all of the Fall Out Boy and MCR from my ipod, therefor making my music taste really great.

5. the sky is really dark but it's not raining, i think it's constipated,

6. i have decided that makeup is stupid and now only use it on formal occasions.

7. I am banned from contacting my online friends.

I am also getting quite sick of these cute pink smileys, i am going to go find a better set of smileys.

Overrated Stuff

Weather: Weather:
Mood:
Music: Drain You- Nirvana

Speaking of overrated things… here are some more

This is just my opinion, please don’t be offended. I don’t even know why I’m posting this. I was in an rather angry mood.

Abercrombie and fitch: I mean not only are the cloths utterly boring, but they are also overpriced and everything says “Abercrombie” on it so your pretty much a walking advertisement. It’s also degrading to woman.

Myspace: so you go around posting pics of yourself at unnecessarily odd angles. Then you run around saying “OmgZZ Add M3!111” to everyone without getting to know them.

Warm Weather: what’s so great about it? Like I know being cold is fun but it’s not fun when it’s 95 degrees either. You get all sweaty, and then the sun beats down on you and you get dehydrated. Also you can bundle up when its cold, but you can’t really do anything to cool off with cloths, except for strip, but that’s illegal.

Being “normal”: Everyone puts so much effort into not being weird and fitting in, seriously, everyone just becomes so boring. If we where all our own person it would be so much easier.

The Last Harry Potter Book: ok, like if my friends are reading this they will probably shoot me. I’m not saying I don’t like Harry Potter, it’s a creative idea, It’s well written. But It’s not as great as it’s made out to be. The ending was so predictable, of course something bad would happen to him and scare you, but in the end it would all be ok. It would be a lot more interesting if he got murdered and everyone died or something. I mean sad? Yeah, but still it’s just so predictable.

Southern California: everyone is all “OmGz LA!!1111” or whatever. Personally I think it’s not that great. It’s really polluted, like there is always smog. It’s also really dry, I mean sunny is nice but then there are fires that kill everything in there path every year. The only reason everyone likes it is because it’s the center of the film industry.

Life in general: so like, you are born and then you die. Woopie.

Things I must do over the weekend (for own use)

Weather:

Mood:
Music: To Be Alone With You- Sufjan Stevens

1. find new reading material

2. research candidates and make final decision

3. eat real food and not just snack on cookies and ice cream

4. math homework

5. Latin homework

6. write long rant on something

7. come up with list of names to use in storeys

8. finish collage before it gets thrown away